Friday, 16 January 2009

Chunky

Finally got home today. It was weird being at home again.
A few cups of tea, half a cheese salad, a piece of raisin toast with jam, a bowl of teriyaki beef with a handful of noodles and stirfry vegetables and an uneventful day later, here I am.
I rented a movie called Head Over Heels and planned to watch it with a big mug of hot chocolate; not technically part of my new plan but it was so close to twelve I thought it would be fine (not enough time for a full blown binge before "tomorrow" began). It got later than I thought and it was 00.02 by the time I settled down with the cup. Too late for my perfectly laid plan in which I could prevent the binge. It seemed such a waste; girly movie and hot chocolate ruined? So I went ahead anyway and now I feel really shite. It looks like today might be a binge day even though it's about 40 minutes old. Too late to throw up. This will be a bad day.
Today, I measured myself around the waist and I lost another quarter inch; 25 3/4 inches now :)
Great! Sam wants to go shopping the day she gets paid and try on clothes and "break the diet" and I'm dreading a weight gain even more than usual. That's seven days. 7lbs in 7 days? I'm trying to stop thinking about the diet. And the inevitable binge that is 'today'.

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